YAY!I love my class.haha!I just super needed to say that. :))

Okay so I was dreaming of meeting Cameron Diaz and my maid wakes me up saying,"Kara,nandyan si Mads" so I don't believe her and say,"Tell her to go away." She wouldn't stop insisting I go down and see it for myself so i did eventually.I open my door and *BOOM* Maddie's there standing all pretty.

and I was in pambahay.lol

It was fun actually.We talked,ate Reese's(ehem Mads),went through all my new stuff,saw all my pasalubongs,talked about how Hot Topic wasn't the store for me and we took "MySpace" pics.---which I shall upload later on today.

I love Maddie poo.
Now I feel "welcome"
(haha.Feeling senti)

P.S. She tried to convince me to give Den the Taking Back Sunday shirt.

Everything's worth a shot,don't you think? I hope that soon you'll realize just how much I need you so much closer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway...
Well school was pretty fun today.hahah!

Nemomens had this odd bonding time when we all started acting Irish,Indian,Black,etc. hahaha.It was sooooooo funny and Ah laffed eet.haha.


Then I actually got to talk to certain people and they actualyy approached me first-which,by the way,is very unusual.haha. /:)

Then Kyla kept asking me to buy her stickers but I didn't bring my money whenever she asked me to.But the one time I had money she didn't want anymore.I think the Dora stickers ran out.hahah.

Then there were these uber yummy chips I saw in school that Jella was eating but I saw the maids eating them last week.aaaaaha!Its super yummeh.[mmmm...]

Then I think today is the day Julia became my offical carpool mate.YAY!!!!!We were eating the e-aji chips in the car and we kwento about *ehem*...hahaha.

Then things got even MORE fun!

Guess who came over???

MADDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was uber happy.hahah.When she arrived,she was eating popcorn which she flavored with cheese.hahaThen we watched "She's the Man" since she never got to watch it yet.lol.We couldn't stop laughing!!!!hahahahahaha.Then while she was watching,I was studying.hahaha!What a weirdo.Anyway,after that,I HAD to show her my room because she wouldn't quit asking me to. [HOPE YOU'RE SATISFIED,MADS.] I had so much fun with you,Maddie-Poo.Try to come over again and we'll finish the movie and watch some others,ayt?ahhaha.

Well yeah.Today was great.hahaha.I wish everyday would be just as fun. :)

20.)take pictures with the star and in my cabinet
21.) woke up because it  was freezing in my room

22.)ate pancakes

23.)drank Hershey’s milk

24.)watched Final Destination 3 with my siblings [yes,with them.]

25.)prayed

26.)went somewhere and for some reason…

27.)…we ate Jollibee spaghetti,chicken and a sundae.

28.)met my old art teacher

29.)watched Shaggy Dog [iIt was really funny,btw.]

30.)ate chips even though we were full.

31.)studied

32.)listen to songs

33.)ate even more. J

34.) etc. 


(It's supposed to start at number 21 but oh well.I don't want to change ALL of them!hahaahah.Just saying.You guys might say I don't know how to count. ;p  Oh and go to my multiply for more of the pictures.lol)

You're so near yet so far.




So I've been taking all the advice everyone's been throwing at me but none of them seems to be working with you.Everything I do seems to nothing compared to your expectations.Everyone tells me, "Kara,keep trying.It's because you're not doing enough." and so I tried.But what became of it?NOTHING. You seem like the most complicated person I've ever come across.You give me several different notions that leave me wondering whether or not you are ready to take me in.I tried a while ago,yesterday,last week and last month but you see,I'm left unsure whether I should keep trying.I try convincing myself that you'll never be mine--that we were never destined to be  but your smile,your voice,your touch--the feeling you give me everytime you look at me keeps me thinking I still have a chance.Sometimes I just want to forget we ever met,not that I regret meeting you (because I never did.),it's just that knowing that I met someone I cannot have makes me feel that I'm not good enough for anything.You make me want to become better---better so that maybe my achievements will be able to catch your attention.





It just sucks knowing that I continue trying to convince myself that one day I'll be able to win you over even though  there's a part of me that tells me to leave that hope alone :(





i just hope soon you'll see all the things I do for you and you'll realize that this is something worth fighting for.

crushed

Before I write about today,I'd like to say some things about yesterday.. :) *ehem ehem*
Thank goodness things are beginning to liven up between us.It really is about time..haha.I really wish things would improve from this point because I think I'm beginning to think I love you.




Well today was AMAZING.

First we had the Treasurer's Training and I had to be there at 8 even though it started at 10.haha.Thank goodness I had Ange and Ruth to talk to.

Then I hung out with Den,Mitch and Carla Co and while eating we decided to go to GB3 and watch Pirates becasue Den wouldn't stop talking about how obsessed she was with it.haha.And believe it or not,I was actually allowed to go.haha.

So Den rides with me and we go to GB3 and forget to make sure that Mitch and Carla Co knew we were on our way.So while lining up,Den and I were like,"Where on earth are they??Kanina pa sila." So we call them and find out they were eating Mcdo in the car-IN AC.haha.

So we watch Pirates and Den wouldn't stop saying all the lines and "Ack.He's so hott.*squeals*"..haha.But it was really fun.We couldn't stop laughing especially during the part when Johnny Depp was talking the weird language."Ba-Boogie","Shilaka-laka" and "Tiki-tiki" or something like that..haha.

Michelle and I couldn't decise whether to allow Ange to come or what because of some 'special' reason.ahahha.But we allow anyway.Kawawa naman.Her friends all had to go.But it was fun anyway.

Then we camwhore in the bathroom,the magazine stands,the escalator and the other middle of things.haha.

It was amazing.I never knew we all had so much in common.




I really couldn't think of a better way to put the way I feel into words so I'll just say this:
I love you guys and I can't think of any better person and way to have spent today  with.

I hope this feeling will last me the whole year at least.




I just LOOOOVE today.





Can anyone guess why? :>

Happy Happy Joy Joy